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Nicole did this twice and I've never done it, but since this year was so eventful, I figure I'd give it a shot. :3

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( 2007 was... )

Okay, so this didn't turn out quite as neatly as I'd hoped. It came off kind of scattered and weird (not that Nox and his mom are normal or anything) but I hope it's understandable regardless.
And now I know where Nox gets his language from.

( Shatter Me Perfect. )

( ...it begins? )

( Namnam Kia Fingers. )

( We couldn't afford it. )

So like…I was supposed to write this…forever ago…but I lost my motivation and forgot about it…but I’m dying for something to do…and I remembered that I still had to write this so…Yeah. As always, I’m terrified of messing up on Tanzie’s personality but I figure no one will notice if Kadei’s acting unusual. So here you go, Lefi. TanKa first-time for you. Like I said, sorry about it being the couch. Lmao. And I hope Tanzie's not too strange in the end. Hahaha.


( Merry Happy Valentine. )






What the hell, right?
<3
Haaaha.





Cut title = quote from a Miyavi comment.
Aaah, love.

( Failure comes... )

( We love you... )

( Cut. )

Random. Totally random.
I don't know why I wrote it.
Oh, well.


( Anywhere. )

Lefi's writing.
TaSha writing.
So Kia cannot go to bed.
Because Kia wants to read it when she's done.
Shane being mean? ;o Whaaaat? No waaaay.
I still want to write about Sei and Hyou...but...
not until my shoulder stops throwing fits.

So yeah.
Anyway.
No sleep for Kia until Lefi is done.
TaShaTaShaTaSha

Oi...Shoulder is back to get me...

Anyway.

At dinner tonight, my parents brought up a change of plans. They had been discussing moving to New Mexico after my dad retires...but after spending a few weeks in Florida, they've decided that, after I graduate, they are going to try to move down there.

My mom told me that I was, of course, more than welcome to move down there with them if they do move. In fact, despite all joking about me moving out as soon as I could, both of them seemed more interested in taking me with them to Florida. When I mentioned something I wouldn’t like about moving out of WA, they tried to counter it with something that would make it okay (Me: I wouldn’t even want to move to EASTERN WA, let alone Florida… Them: But that’s all DRY heat.)

So I was thinking about it, and I kept going “Maybe I should go with them…I’d hate for them to be so far out of reach…” but then I remember how much I already hate living an hour and a half from my best friends and a state away from Lave (otherbest)…and I don’t think I could handle putting an entire COUNTRY between me and my best friends.

But then…I remembered…that I never see anyone anyway…and I only talk to three people over here (Nicole, Saeble and Lave)…so what the hell would the difference be? Everyone’s probably going to be off doing their own things, it’s not like I’ll see them any more after I graduate than I do now…And then I just realized that if I don’t learn to drive before I graduate I won’t have a CHOICE. Ariane didn’t learn to drive until nearly a year after graduating and it wasn’t even my parents who taught her. It was her HUSBAND.

I think about it and I really could not pick one or the other. I hate being alone more than ANYthing. I hatehateHATE being alone…but if they move and I stay I WILL be alone. Yeah, I’ll still be within reach of whatever friends remain in WA…but I’ll be alone unless I happen to magically have the money to move back to MV and find a job there. Then there’s still the matter of being able to DRIVE and, oh, I don’t know, COLLEGE. And then, I’m like… “Would there even be a REASON to go back to MV? Probably not…everyone’s going to be at college. What the hell would there be for me in MV?”

So really, what’s keeping me here? The fact that I’ve lived here all my life? The fact that I love Washington to pieces? The fact that this is where my life is? The slim chance that I might still see my best friends more after I graduate (Yeah, right, whatever)? Maybe the fact that Lefi’s a state away? I don’t know. It’s not like I’d have the money to see HER either.

What’s keeping me from agreeing to go to Florida if they do? The heat. The unfamiliarity--I hatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehate not knowing where things are. I still couldn’t tell you where half the crap in Bremerton is if you asked me. Nothing outside of the immediate area and even then, there’s stuff I wouldn’t know if you asked. The distance from ‘home’. The distance from friends that I hardly ever see or talk to in the first place (God, I feel like I don’t even know most of them anymore. Would it matter if I moved across the country? We never talk as is…) Maybe it’s also that I’m sofreakingsickofmovingawayfromwhatIknow. Moving 70 miles is bad enough.

God.

I don’t need this to think about on top of graduation and that kind of crap.

</3.

Shoulder

Hurts

Again.


Wtf.

Random urge last night to make JK a map. Ah-ha. That right there is a sure-fire sign that I am really, really, really bored...because I hate maps a lot. I certainly don't like MAKING maps. Nu-uh. (Kaybrbhavetopee)

Anyway.

JK map. I sketched it last night...so now I'm going to occupy myself by doing it on the computer and what-not. I need to add a few things, I think. It feels rather empty with what I have so I’ll add things on once I get down what I already have sketched out. SPEAKING of JK. I really, really want to talk to RC about her disappearing. She does this ALL the TIME. She starts something that gets everyone enthusiastic about RPing and then after one or two posts from her she disappears from WW entirely and leaves the rest of us hanging…because of that, I’m always very reluctant about joining threads that she starts…I was hoping that, since the Legion is a big deal and ‘Bane got involved, she might not abandon it like she always does. Unfortunately, she did. :/ I wouldn’t care as much if it were just Savona that I had involved…but I have Mi involved and Lefi has Kunz involved…so it matters a lot to me that she left everyone hanging.

I think I’ll talk to her today if I can catch her online.

Hum. Glasses are annoying today. :/ I wish WalMart was worth something when it comes to glasses…but they aren’t…But my parents are like “We don’t have to PAY for the glasses at WalMart…so that’s where we get your glasses” Yeahokayfine. CAN THEY AT LEAST FIT THE DAMN THINGS TO MY FACE? It didn’t bug me as much at first…but the last couple months, it’s been driving me crazy that they don’t stay on my face :/ Every time I look down, they slide off. My old glasses didn’t do that…LensCrafters actually gave a damn and took the time to PROPERLY adjust my glasses to stay on my face.

Feh.

Shoulder no longer hurts.

Kia attack-bomb is suspicious again.

Suspicions sent to Lefi-Lave.

Now Kia wants to write but…well…no motivation. And I’m tired. I didn’t sleep well (or at all) last night. Went to bed around one…fell asleep around 4:30…woke up at 6…fell asleep some time after ten…woke up at 12…laid in bed watching TV until 1:30 or something? I think? I don’t know… It was awful…I’m so tired. Zzzzz….

Kay…Going to go occupy myself…with the JK map…I guess. Meh.

Wake up Lefi……….


We Love You,
MaSa

Creep...
Creep...
Creep...


Summer goes by...so slow.


I'm ready for school, I think. I'm so bored, I hate not having something worthwhile to do. I mean...I have AP Studio stuff that needs to be done...but Kia + Art = NO right now. I'll probably end up doing everything last minute...bleh...whatever.

Everyone is back home now, so that's a plus. Missed my family a lot and now the house doesn't feel so empty, you know?

Frenchie went home with Ari today...and Dad took Alice to a shelter the other day. So now we're down to five kitties...Parents are talking about getting rid of ALL the kittens and not keeping any like we had originally talked about...but I really want to keep Belloq. A lot. He's such a sweetie and he never uses his claws (Dusty’s been using his claws to try and climb my leg. Tsktsk, silly boy)...He's cuddle-y, too…


Maybe I can convince my parents to let me keep him...but I've never liked asking for things...Blegh.


Lately, the computer has become less and less interesting—I guess that’s to be expected. No one is really on much so I’m usually sitting here staring off in to space or trying to find things interesting to do. Writing has helped a little, same goes for RPing with Lave (I just typed Lace again) but both aren’t always options. I don’t always have inspiration or ideas or motivation for writing…and Lefi has a life so RPing only happens every so-often.


I’d like to write right now (SeiHyouSeiHyouSeiHyou) but I don’t have ideas, for one, and my shoulder is killing me. It’s been bugging me for at least three days now and it’s really irritating. Finally decided to try taking Advil so we’ll see if that helps me any…if not…I’ll probably just go lie down and watch TV like I did last night :/ I’d rather not, though. Makes me feel lazy.


It hasn’t stopped hurting yet…I don’t know why it’s hurting in the first place…It should just go away so I can do something more fun than staring off in to space. >( I want to RP with Lave right now but I can’t when my shoulder is being a jerk.


Though the position I’m in right now doesn’t hurt as bad…it’s hard to type…and it’s hurts my forearm a little the way it’s holding me up. I don’t think I can RP in this position…feh.


Make it go away.


Done complaining.


</3.

Okay. I did not proof-read. Do not bother pointing out mistakes because I don’t CARE. I hate this story. It’s shitty and the only reason I bothered finishing it is because I’m not throwing out something I’ve spent time on. DO NOT point out mistakes. I will bitch at you if you do because I DON’T FREAKING CARE. Okay? Okay.
( “Done” )

IHateThisStory.
It’s stupid. And shitty. And should go die. Okay? Okay.

You know the drill.
"No I didn't proofread yadda yadda COMMENT with any mistakes, please, or I'll never remember to fix them."
Enjoy?





( He hated smoking. )

I never posted this here when I wrote it...so I figured I ought to, since it isn't anywhere else besides my computer.
So.
Yes.

( Smiles. )

On another note...
Where the fuck is Lefi?
It's SEVEN PM. :/

( I need money... )